The way i miss you


Dumas says

“There is neither happiness nor unhappiness in this world; there is only the comparison of one state with another. Only a man who has felt ultimate despair is capable of feeling ultimate bliss. It is necessary to have wished for death in order to know how good it is to live. The sum of all human wisdom will be contained in these two words: Wait and Hope. ”-Alexander Dumas (500 days kissing my pillow)

Letter to you

Can’t sleep. Had a dream of you and me talking to each other. It seemed like we were there for awhile. You had a smile on your face.You always smile when i tease you. You blush constantly when ever you’re put on a spot. I don’t remember the dream exactly..but i remember looking into your eyes..listening to you intently. Your hands,constantly moving.Trying to shape the words you want to stress. Can’t help but smile at you. Stressing about something. Frowning at me. Possibly cause i’m not taking you seriously. Smiling at you constantly when you’re trying to be serious.

I like seeing you when you’re all serious..borderline sulking..I line out the shape of your mouth with my eyes..Wondering how would it be like to kiss feel your soft gentle lips close to mine. Someone once told me that you’d know the secrets of ones soul by kissing them.It can’t be by any has to be with intent..patience…hunger..and passion.

I guess time will tell when that happens. When ever i’m around u, i constantly feel the connection. Maybe it’s just me. Wallowing in my crush-dom. I’m trying to not let it get to me but its hard. I can’t not not think of you. Haven’t seen you for almost a week now. To be honest..i miss you..i wonder how you you miss me?

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